Since hearing my story was in the finals, I've had some sort of strange writing block. Instead of thinking about my next story(or writing it), I find myself easily distracted. It seeps into my dreams. On the up side, I was surprised by the number of well-wishing, not only from among the fellow finalists, but from other writers, and from those with no aspirations to write(those seem most satisfying of all).
In obsessing over my odds, I've created a fiction of sorts, backed by spurious calculations to help me sort it all out. In essence, eight stories sit in Schrödinger's Box, each in a superposition of states. When a measurement is made, by judging, then the superposition will collapse.
While, perhaps, there may be one Hugo-worthy story(not mine, obviously) that will outshine the rest, until it is measured--we don't know. And there is the likelihood that several are equal in quality and it might come down to subjective taste or even mood. Of course, professional writers are doing the judging, and as Gurney Halleck in Dune said, 'Moods are a thing for cattle and love play!' Obviously, they won't let traffic jams and finicky cats cloud their judgment.
The point is there is great uncertainty. But it is sane to keep in mind that there are a finite number of states the superposition can collapse into, accompanied by its own set of odds:
59.03% : Nonwinning, nonpublished finalist
03.46% : Nonwinning, published Finalist
37.50% : Third place
25.00% : Second place
12.50% : First place
03.10% : Gold
Discounting published finalists, there are 56 winning groups that could emerge from the quarter(if you include who-wins-what that would up it to 168 combinations). Pick from the 56 and there's only a 1.79% chance for that combination. The odds of any two, say two Virginians, both winning are 10.7%. But the good news is that that odds for a Virginian to win this year are 64.3%.
How will the superposition collapse? We will have to wait and see.
To be continued...
Sunday, November 18, 2007
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I've had a similar slow-down...
If you find a cure, please tell me. I finally understand metaphor in Roger Zelazny's "Comes Now the Power"--it was really about writer's block.
Ha!
Nice math ;).
I've been too busy to think about it. I don't think we'll know till mid-Dec. (At least that's what they said on the phone.) If you hear anything, shoot me an email tho? Thanks ;)
Sure enough! I check the WOTF blog several times a day. I doubt I'll be home IF they call.
I wasn't home last time. While I should've given my work number, at the time I didn't expect my contract would be extended, therefore I didn't know what my number would be.
I've checked other quarters to see how long the other finalists had to wait. Q2 had to agonize all summer it seems. If Q4 has to wait as long as Q3 did, then it'll probably be January until we hear anything.
Ha! I like your analysis!
But, here's my concern: what if the very act of the judges observing my story changes it? Maybe the story might devolve into something...less than literate!!!
:-)
I do think the 10% chance of two Virginia writers would be kind of neat. It's about time some other location besides Eugene, Oregon, have some serious representation in the contest!
Definitely. Time to break up the Wordos Conspiracy! ;)
I do envy them. There is something about the West Coast, with its ocean and cliffs and verdant mountain forests, that inspires visions of fantastical milieu. There ideas are in the very dew for the taking.
Chris, the real question is whether you've combed through the wotf blog to try and figure out who our judges are. (Not that I'd ever think of charting it out in a spreadsheet or obsessing like that or anything.)
As for a writing slump, this good news actually brought me out of one.
It shouldn't be much longer now. Good luck!
-Andy
http://andyspackman.wordpress.com
(I figured I shouldn't be the only finalist without a blog.)
Hi,
And neither would I think to put the list of first, second, and third quarter winners into a spreadsheet and attempt to deduce the genre of the story, in order to detect a trend. ;)
Did you ever discover who the 2nd quarter judges were? That wasn't mentioned on the blog. I did notice that both first and third were judged by Tim Powers and Dave Wolverton, and rest varied.
Congrats on the blog. I've heard it's important for writers to maintain a web presence.
Chris
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